waitin for passport request, stress ,doubts

aval az hame inke laptop am kharab shode bood, windows ro avaz kardam va hanooz font farsi nasb nakardam, bebakhshid ke finglish minevisam

az shomaha mamnoonam ke comment gozashtin. dar moorede hazineye doctor , in doctor tooye shiraz hast va hazinash ham hamin bood. ama be har hal raftim , khaili mehraboon va khosh barkhord boodan, va karemoon khaili saree anjam shod. medical reports va RPR fees ham  ferestade shod london . emrooz yani 15 July deadline bood . nemidoonam cheghadr tool mikeshe ta passport request biad. ama khoodeshoon too name n meveshte boodan hade aksar 3 mah. az oon roozi ke medical oomade har rooz nerkhe dollar ro check mikonam. khaili sakhte ke rooye 1000 toman baraye 1 dollar barname rizi konid va yeho beshe 1980 ya 2000. ba yeki az doostamoon too toronto sohbat kardim, oon goft hadeaghale hazine baraye ye khanevde 3 nafare 3000 $ dar mahe, va behtare hazineye yek sal roo ba khoodet biari. yani taghriban 65 million toman. khob midoonid ma chize ziyadi too iran nadarim ke az dast bedim, tooye daneshgah va amoozeshgah faghat hagho tadris hastim. ama vaghti gharar bashe yeho taghriban yek sevom chizi ke darim ro ba khoodemoon bebarim, yekami sakht mishe. bekhosoos vaghti modam az dooro bar energy manfi migiri, ke are miri , poolato kharj mikoni, barmigardi, va....albate man adami nistam ke be in rahati na omid besham , omid be khoda omidvaram hame chi dorost pish bere...

baz ham az commenthatoon mamnoon.